| leaving this place for home in 13 days
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| it's been some time. a little update.
so, 3 weeks ago, i did something minor, but stupid and got suspended for 10 days, got put on probation for the rest of my year here, and had my prefectship taken off. as to what i did, we shall not delve into that, but do know that it involves nonesuch alcohol, drugs, or plagerism. up to this day, i'm still behind in terms of work because of the self learning during those 10 days. that's how much a suspension sucks.
after that, came back to school for a week, and the fall term long weekend came. an actual vacation? nope. just meant a heavier work load. some came to me and said "wow lucky you you had an extra holiday", or "chow how was your vacation?" my response? just nod and smile. or add a line saying "it was boring." but they all don't know how much i'm fucked for work, college apps, even the course of my future. who knows? maybe if this didn't happen, i could've got into the my ED choice and be a happy man. what the hell, come what may.
and one last note:
i really mean it when i said "i will never leave you."
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A hydro field cuts through my neighborhood
Somehow that always just made me feel good
I can put a spare bulb in my hand
And light up my yard
Late at night when the wires in the walls
Sing in tune with the din of the falls
I'm conducting it all while I sleep
To light this whole town
If you question what I would do
To get over and be with you
Lift you up over everything
To light up my room
There’s a shopping cart in the ravine
Foam on the creek is like pop and ice cream
A field full of tires that is always on fire
To light my way home
There are luxuries we can’t afford
But in our house we never get bored
Cause we can dance to the radio station
That plays in our teeth
If you question what I would do
To get over and be with you
Lift you up over everything
To light up my room
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| What is chaos? "Chaos theory describes the behavior of certain nonlinear dynamical systems that under certain conditions exhibit a phenomenon known as chaos. In physics and mathematics, chaos is a word with a specialized meaning, one that
differs from the everyday use of the word.
To
a physicist or a mathematician, the phrase "chaotic motion" really has nothing
with whether or not the motion of a physical system is frenzied
or wild in appearance. In fact, a chaotic system can actually
evolve in a way which appears smooth and ordered."
the Lorenz attractor; a.k.a. the "Butterfly Effect"
text: various sources
graphics: wikipedia
Why can scholarly people point out the things ordinary people cannot? Because they look at the big picture.
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| 醉翁之意不在酒。
Translation: Alcohol is not the drunk man's concern.
Underlying Meaning: The man did not drink for the sake of the alcohol. There are other things on his mind that we as observers cannot tell.
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